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Can't wait for February to arrive. That's when the O level results are revealed. And that's also when I'll be embarking on my new journey of a different educational environment. Whether the outcome of the results are positive or negative, I know I did my best. Although I reckon I'll drown myself with Black Cat or something if I couldn't make it into Junior College.
Wow, my first time paragraphing in this greenhorn-blog. New school, new faces. Its like a chance to start life afresh again. That's if you screwed up before. But being a normal human being, I do have my moments of scandals. I'm no Mr Perfect, I've made unchangeable mistakes as a juvenile. However, the thought of stepping on new blankets of snow is extremely appealing to me. I don't feel a tad upset to leave the bittersweet past behind ; although some may beg to differ because beautiful memories hold them back.
Life has to go on. I'll make the best out of my stay at the new school. "Father, please guide me, I won't screw up like the last time. I'll be a better friend and student towards the new peeps. I'll do mom and dad proud by doing my job to devote attention to academics and aesthetics. I will, I must."
The aroma of Christmas and the New Year flushing in. In a flash, year 2005's days are numbered. So many things. So so many things I never did. So many tasks I failed to complete. So many people I forgot to tell. Tell them how much they meant to me. 2005's been quite a difficult bitch and a pain in the arse. On the contrary, there were good times. Good times with her. Now there's something to smile about. =)
I'm 18 next year? I still thought I was a 10 year old brat. Oh come on, humour me. Alcohol and cigars? NOT. Don't even think about it. Its kickass in the gym and not health-hazardous luxuries.
Queerly, I miss the academic stress. Which is also my top notch reason to enroll in Junior College. Most would take a huge sigh of relief knowing that the big Os are over and done with, but I cannot believe I actually miss all the mugging and late nights. It actually acts as a drive to me ; a goal to achieve for better prospects. No point brooding about it now, especially when the 3 month vacation is robbing me of my daylights. That's the time when lonliness starts to try and harrass. You wake up feeling empty, with no targets to achieve whatsoever. And just to add on to the negative atmosphere, I HATE ; DETEST my birthday. Except for the fact I have a reason to obtain a costly gift from my folks. Its just another damn day. And my birthday's jinxed too, the Tsunami crisis happened on the 26th of December, thats MY birthday for you.
A swift goodbye to 2005, hello 2006. Oh yes, not to mention all the cool UMDs coming out for psp in 2006. Yahoo.
Rats, now where's those Classified pages to look for a job or I can kiss those stuff goodbye.
Wow, my first time paragraphing in this greenhorn-blog. New school, new faces. Its like a chance to start life afresh again. That's if you screwed up before. But being a normal human being, I do have my moments of scandals. I'm no Mr Perfect, I've made unchangeable mistakes as a juvenile. However, the thought of stepping on new blankets of snow is extremely appealing to me. I don't feel a tad upset to leave the bittersweet past behind ; although some may beg to differ because beautiful memories hold them back.
Life has to go on. I'll make the best out of my stay at the new school. "Father, please guide me, I won't screw up like the last time. I'll be a better friend and student towards the new peeps. I'll do mom and dad proud by doing my job to devote attention to academics and aesthetics. I will, I must."
The aroma of Christmas and the New Year flushing in. In a flash, year 2005's days are numbered. So many things. So so many things I never did. So many tasks I failed to complete. So many people I forgot to tell. Tell them how much they meant to me. 2005's been quite a difficult bitch and a pain in the arse. On the contrary, there were good times. Good times with her. Now there's something to smile about. =)
I'm 18 next year? I still thought I was a 10 year old brat. Oh come on, humour me. Alcohol and cigars? NOT. Don't even think about it. Its kickass in the gym and not health-hazardous luxuries.
Queerly, I miss the academic stress. Which is also my top notch reason to enroll in Junior College. Most would take a huge sigh of relief knowing that the big Os are over and done with, but I cannot believe I actually miss all the mugging and late nights. It actually acts as a drive to me ; a goal to achieve for better prospects. No point brooding about it now, especially when the 3 month vacation is robbing me of my daylights. That's the time when lonliness starts to try and harrass. You wake up feeling empty, with no targets to achieve whatsoever. And just to add on to the negative atmosphere, I HATE ; DETEST my birthday. Except for the fact I have a reason to obtain a costly gift from my folks. Its just another damn day. And my birthday's jinxed too, the Tsunami crisis happened on the 26th of December, thats MY birthday for you.
A swift goodbye to 2005, hello 2006. Oh yes, not to mention all the cool UMDs coming out for psp in 2006. Yahoo.
Rats, now where's those Classified pages to look for a job or I can kiss those stuff goodbye.
1 Comments:
hi again =D
2 weeks into my vacation, i started to feel bored.. can understand.. muz go work! =D n.. u only wait 2 months.. i waited 8 months for A level results last year!! haha.. the future was uncertain for me, cos' i never did well for school's tests n exams in junior college... but eventually God's grace saw me into my dream school n course.. i believe He will do the same for you. Keep the faith. =D With 2005 ending, its time to pray n set a comprehensive goal plans for 2006! =)
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