The Escape Artist

Running away from troubled waters always seems like an ideal solution. Question is, does it permanently solve the situation? I digress. Recently, pals of mine have caught the "heart-wrench" virus. Makes me wonder if I'll be the next victim. When your situation's completely fine, you wonder how it feels like to be caught in the dumps. And when you're finally consumed into darkness, you scream for help and pray so hard that you'll be out of the hell hole soon. How human nature causes us to take our happy moments for granted ; never counting our blessings. It could be a test of the human emotional system, but more like a suicide test to see who's driven to despair first. But if its compulsory that I go through this vicious cycle, then I choose to gear up and play the game well ; with my rules. Tell me about it, I've been through those emo shit so much That I can still vividly recall the exact feelings of those dark days. Go through that death maze one more time? Absolutely NOT. Reality always hurts for some doesn't it? That's why there's technology to act as a saviour - the cyber world. Play the game ; do anything you please ; its your world to create. Fleeing into the dimensions of the digital realm - does it salvage all the petty problems, or does it only give you the cowardly rank? Well i know of desperates who can't get a girl in their neighbourhood, but they sure take after Hugh Hefner, the playboy legend in certain games designed for the unwanted lads. I think I pondered enough about these weird thoughts, but its roots come from the overrated "escaping painful reality" drama. She's back from her relatively long journey. "No comment" is something I suprisingly feel about her return. The numb ; hollow feelings follow after. Complete dilemma. Being confused with yourself isn't exactly very appealing. This battle between myself and nature is nowhere near its swan song. I will continue to elope, escaping the grasps of reality's negativity, until the day I stumble upon clear acres of white meadow fields, holding the truths and answers I have been in search of. Till then...