Fiasco

Learning is most definitely a lifelong experience which knows no boundaries. Just when I was starting to get all smug and cocky, Emerge Conference 2006 Spelling Bee put me back in my place. It was then that it dawned on me that there was no such person called a "walking dictionary".

When expectations of yourself are steeply inclined, the disappointment rate increases at the same time. Hopefully, through God's grace I don't classify as such a victim. Fruitless attempts to battle against fate resulted in an "armageddon". All those dreams of an adolescent were dashed as the deadlines came to pass. To no avail were my countless appeals to numerous targets. Guess the administrative staff reckoned that I hadn't a vast amount of talent or contribution to offer. Bummer.

Pacifism is the only way out to drown the sorrow. Fortunately, neighbourhood school civilians are generally a tad friendlier and hospitable than the pompous; uppity class who shun the "commoners" like lepers. And at times, I am guilty at my own statement. Terribly contradicting in a shameful way. May the lord show His enlightenment.

The principal is such a kind and demure old lady. Thank you, its been such a priviledge.

Looking for answers, only to find a pit brimmed with questions.